What gives

 It has been an extremely hectic week.I was feeling tired to the bones emotionally and physically.I was crying out to the Lord in desperation even as I went on beyond my capacity just moving my self to the needs of the people around.There was an extended weekend,I thought I would feel physically rejuvinated but it did not happen. I went to the church and while the worship was on I bent myself surrendered to the Lord in a posture of submission just surrendering myself to my Master and suddenly I saw him pouring out a river of silver ,gold and tiny pink flowers which was sparkling from a vessel I just got up straight,receiving it I was thanking the Lord when the worship leader loudly started declaring that the Lord was pouring out his anointing.It had been a quiet,non-flashy worship. I felt such a deep rejuvination and healing and an inner calm.He is such a personal God and He is my King and my Master.He is enough. The preacher ,out of context, while preaching, quoted this verse from Joh

 This morning during my early morning prayer I had a sudden clarity about John 3 vs 16. While praying and worshipping suddenly the clarity of God's love became clear like a revelation which becomes more than a head knowledge. When we were kids we never carried any burden.There were our parents who seem to have a solution for everything.Any need ,any struggles were expressed to our parents who had a sit out for it and then seems to came back with the solution.The problem was not ours to carry but our parents made it clear that it was made on their knees and then we would see flurry of activity on our father's part with our mother's help. I was visualising the situation when our first parent's fell and how God in His love for us worked out a solution to make a way back for us so that we would not perish.I was feeling the absolute and precise  love of the almighty God even as he planned and carried out the act of redemption to restore us back from the mess we had put ourse