'It is I,do not be afraid.'

Sometimes beyond the second breath
tired to the bones,
physically,emotionally and mentally
there is a light that falls on you....
Warmth,an aura that assures me I am loved.
It has to be grace..
Is it you Lord?

In an average day
when you least expect it
out of the blue
your presence just envelops me
I look around enquiringly
Who is it Lord someone carrying your presence
is it you Lord?

Pushed around by the mob,
left ,right and centre
somedays I just want to crawl back
into my room.
I look at a few coveted silver locks in my hair
and I smile a quiet smile.
There is a deep joy within.
Is it you Lord?

In the chaos
where everyone seems to be losing it,
I find a new leash of patience,
I never thought I had.
I am more gentle,more understanding
able to listen more without judging.
No knee-jerk reactions.
I step back and marvel
and wonder how it could be.
Is it you Lord?

The other day I saw a bubble
freeze into ice on a rose bush,
an ice bubble closely observed and photographed,
a marvel captured by a rich soul
to share a smile and wonder.
The clip brought joy to my heart ,
Like all things beautiful,
It was a tiny miracle ,waiting to be discovered.
Was it you Lord?

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Image of Christ.

There is nothing more scarier than a heart that has hardened .I was talking to Mary the other day,infact weeping with her There is a deep restlessnessness inside.Thank God for it becuase it shows that I have not resigned myself to the way things are.I was telling her I miss the deep experience of seeing the image of Christ and the compassion of the Holy spirit which just used to overwhelm my heart when I saw the image of Christ in people ,situation and the creation. What is the image of Christ?It is a body marred and maimed to bear the sin of the world.it is a voice that did not speak in protest against God the father,who actually planned it all before the creation of the world,not against the people who maimed Him ,flogged Him,drove the nails into His hands and feet to satisfy their sinful nature.The image of Christ is a body broken to the utmost yet given to feed the very same people .It is a love that did not count the cost. I am a person who does not put too much v...

Feet in the water.

Fifteen days of earned leave after working for two years,I was praying in a house group prayer and worship and pleading with the Lord to show me something ,when it was not forthcoming I surrendered to the Lord and prayed let your will be done and then I saw the Lord walking up a winding road and deep in my spirit I knew He was calling me to follow Him .I did not know where to but I thanked the Lord and said yes. I have been living more in the unseen world than the seen world. Suddenly out of the blue I received a message from Dr Arpit asking me to replace them in Madhipura for a fortnight. I needed to go because things were getting a little intense and I needed sometime to step back and mull some things over. I had no idea why the Lord was taking me back to the old world of EHA , mission hospitals and friends from the yore. Travelling to Madhipura , I continnued to ask the Lord, 'Why this road? I had no idea why I was going where I was going.I am glad I ca...

Thankyou Lord for the year that was.

It has been sometime since I have blogged. I don't even remember how the whole of last year passed. While sitting for the prayer meeting with the ladies I suddenly realised that the last year I had broken so many barriers. Things I had cried to the Lord in prayer had come to pass quietly but surely. It has not been without drama but it was through sheer resolve and daily consecratiom I walked the steps I never thought I could. I learnt to drive for one and then towards the last week had the distinction of breaking the panes of the car while backing. It hit the wall. Thank-fully no one was hurt. My wonderful family just said ,'It Happens'. This year I adopted a male pig and a female pig .I sold the last year's pig for fourteen grands and five hundred.I brought some brick to try and build an apartment but since the leading from the Lord was not to invest I invested the money in my eternal home I thank God for that. Towards the year end I got the privellage to help Kanc...

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