What gives

 It has been sometime since I have blogged. I don't even remember how the whole of last year passed. While sitting for the prayer meeting with the ladies I suddenly realised that the last year I had broken so many barriers. Things I had cried to the Lord in prayer had come to pass quietly but surely. It has not been without drama but it was through sheer resolve and daily consecratiom  I walked the steps I never thought I could. I learnt to drive for one and then towards the last week had the distinction of breaking the panes of the car while backing. It hit the wall. Thank-fully no one was hurt. My wonderful family just said ,'It Happens'. This year I adopted a male pig and a female pig .I sold the last year's pig for fourteen grands and five hundred.I  brought some brick to try and build an apartment but since the leading from the Lord was not to invest I invested the money in my eternal home I thank God for that. Towards the year end I got the privellage to help Kanc...

  Fifteen days of earned leave after working for two years,I was praying in a house group prayer and worship and pleading with the Lord to show me something ,when it was not forthcoming I surrendered to the Lord and prayed let your will be done and then I saw the Lord walking up a winding road and deep in my spirit I knew He was calling me to follow Him .I did not know where to but I thanked the Lord and said yes. I have been living more in the unseen world than the seen world. Suddenly out of the blue I received a message from Dr Arpit asking me to replace them in Madhipura  for a  fortnight. I needed to go because things were getting a little intense and I needed sometime to step back and mull some things over. I had no idea why the Lord was taking me back to the old world of EHA , mission hospitals and friends from the yore. Travelling to Madhipura , I  continnued to ask the Lord, 'Why this road? I had no idea why I was going  where I was going.I am glad I ca...

 Monda suggested  we go  hunting. Dressed up to beat the rains and the unpredictable weather we ventured out at night with the two Dawas. Annie had baked a cake for Rumpanol.It started  pouring in spurts but nothing could beat the enthusiasm.The junior Dawa was to drive us to a place around fifteen kilometres up the north Sikkim highway.We would come across three rivulets of sort where we could possibly find the edible frog.The senior Dawa was already at the spot making a pathway in the jungle for us to proceed. We reached the spot at around eight at night.in the pitch dark one could hear the sound of frogs of all variety and we started seeing quite a few but none of edible variety.We shuffled around in the rain with an umbrella,raincoat and torches like Nancy drew exploring the grasses and having eye contacts with stunned frogs which seemed to have lost the ability to run .The two boys did a Tarzen and was lost in the jungle with a sling bag ,a torch sans any cover ...

 Psalm 118 a promise from God while wrestling in prayer one evening. Such powerful verses in the King James version. Psalm 131 to be memorised in the course of counselling I am undertaking. Psalm 118 perhaps the only verse quoted in the new testament . The Lord is on your side ......The Lord take my part with them that help me... Psalm 131 says  I have calmed and composed myself  like a weaned child on his mother. ...trust in the Lord O'Israel... trust in the Lord. I realise why I should be like a weaned child ..and trust in the Lord... because God is on my side.

 After almost five months of struggling with the nitty gritties the dialysis unit opened last week. We were able to dialyse our set of first three patients over the last few days. So much of effort,dissapointments ,struggles,joys and most importantly prayers have gone into the venture.Many who will never see the fruit of their prayers have invested their prayers into it. The day it started with many apprehension I was praying at the early morning hour and put my head on the pillow to rest and then just as I was about to sleep I saw a vision of Jesus on His knees interceding.That is how much my Lord cares for us and this morning while listening to Alistair I realised that He deals with us like a father does a five year old .That is how He sees us. Lord Jesus ,you are the crown on my head and the only thing I can take pride in.

 It has been an extremely hectic week.I was feeling tired to the bones emotionally and physically.I was crying out to the Lord in desperation even as I went on beyond my capacity just moving my self to the needs of the people around.There was an extended weekend,I thought I would feel physically rejuvinated but it did not happen. I went to the church and while the worship was on I bent myself surrendered to the Lord in a posture of submission just surrendering myself to my Master and suddenly I saw him pouring out a river of silver ,gold and tiny pink flowers which was sparkling from a vessel I just got up straight,receiving it I was thanking the Lord when the worship leader loudly started declaring that the Lord was pouring out his anointing.It had been a quiet,non-flashy worship. I felt such a deep rejuvination and healing and an inner calm.He is such a personal God and He is my King and my Master.He is enough. The preacher ,out of context, while preaching, quoted this verse from...

 This morning during my early morning prayer I had a sudden clarity about John 3 vs 16. While praying and worshipping suddenly the clarity of God's love became clear like a revelation which becomes more than a head knowledge. When we were kids we never carried any burden.There were our parents who seem to have a solution for everything.Any need ,any struggles were expressed to our parents who had a sit out for it and then seems to came back with the solution.The problem was not ours to carry but our parents made it clear that it was made on their knees and then we would see flurry of activity on our father's part with our mother's help. I was visualising the situation when our first parent's fell and how God in His love for us worked out a solution to make a way back for us so that we would not perish.I was feeling the absolute and precise  love of the almighty God even as he planned and carried out the act of redemption to restore us back from the mess we had put ourse...

Trying my hand at video making.With my limited skills could not put up many photos I would have liked to .It has everything to do with my limited technical skills. The two background songs have a story of their own. The first one which goes 'Hriday bhariko dhanyabad.....' is a nepali worship song.I am posted in the dialysis unit in one of the hospitals which is out of town so one afternoon when I was loitering in the dialysis unit I heard this song being played by one of the patients in her mobile even as she was on the machine.It moved me greatly and I went searching for the source.It was a young lady who had been on the dialysis support for sometime and just the previous day I had cannulated her.I was overjoyed to just meet up with her and we greeted each other with a Jai Masih  .Psalm 139 came to my mind...'Where can I flee from your presence.?If I go to heavens You are there ,if I make my bed in the depths,you are there,even there your hand will guide me,your right hand...

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