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Consecration.


Trying my hand at video making.With my limited skills could not put up many photos I would have liked to .It has everything to do with my limited technical skills.

The two background songs have a story of their own.

The first one which goes 'Hriday bhariko dhanyabad.....' is a nepali worship song.I am posted in the dialysis unit in one of the hospitals which is out of town so one afternoon when I was loitering in the dialysis unit I heard this song being played by one of the patients in her mobile even as she was on the machine.It moved me greatly and I went searching for the source.It was a young lady who had been on the dialysis support for sometime and just the previous day I had cannulated her.I was overjoyed to just meet up with her and we greeted each other with a Jai Masih 

.Psalm 139 came to my mind...'Where can I flee from your presence.?If I go to heavens You are there ,if I make my bed in the depths,you are there,even there your hand will guide me,your right hand will  hold me fast.....'I was overwhelmed and had to sit quietly bymyself to gather myself for a while,

The song goes  'with a heart full of gratitude I will worship you because I did not choose you but You chose me...You chose to give salvation to a sinner like me... I cannot fathom this great love of yours.......'

The second song has it's testimony.

This season around a month back while praying during worship I saw a picture of my heart again and there was a white angel full of Glory kneeling beside it with a flaming sword pierced on the ground beside it.

I came and shared it with my sister.She said it is the picture of the garden of Eden where the tree of life is guarded by the sword.Then she said ,'That tree of life in the garden of Eden is Jesus Christ.'

While worshiping in the morning hours one song kept coming to my mind This was around the same time as I saw the picture during prayer..I did not know the lyrics.I pushed it to the back of my mind but  it kept coming back to me during prayer so I hummed it to Bethsheba over the whatsaap and asked her to find out,She sent me the you tube version.

I listened to one version and learnt it but this morning I heard the other version sung by another singer and that is what I have sung .The second version seem to confirm what I saw during my prayer earlier.

Praise be to God.He is teaching me about a consecrated  life' 'these days.

 


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